...And so can blog posts.
I had intended to do a
character interview with Angelica May Carmichael, the heroine for my June Love
Inspired contemporary And Cowboy Makes Three. She’s a particularly interesting
heroine because I’ve turned the alpha man trope on its head. In this case,
Angelica is the town bad girl and hero Rowdy Masterson is a stand-up fellow
whom everyone loves.
Angelica skipped town on the eve of her wedding to Rowdy without so
much as an explanation, so when she turns back up in Serendipity, Texas with her
Down syndrome baby Toby and no wedding ring, no one is really surprised.
She’s only in town to settle her late grandmother’s will, but
Granny has something else in mind, sending both Angelica and Rowdy on the ride
of their lives.
That's what I intended to write about.
But mid-morning two days ago, my fifteen-year-old terrier mix Missy
went out to do her business in our large back yard and then we couldn’t find
her. Now, she’s deaf as a post, so I didn’t immediately worry, but my hubby Joe
said he felt in his gut something was wrong. He didn’t even bother putting his
shoes on, nor use his cane, though he is physically disabled. He rushed down
the porch stairs as fast as he could and found Missy up next to the wall of the
house, on her back, covered with mud and her legs twitching in the air as she
tried in vain to rise to her feet.
She had suffered a stroke and the whole right side of her body was
paralyzed. And when I looked into her frightened eyes, I knew. It was time for
her to cross over the Rainbow Bridge.
I’ve had two other dogs that have passed during my adult years,
but they did so on their own time, falling asleep peacefully at home. But Missy
was suffering and the damage was permanent. It was up to me to be strong enough
to be there for her in her last moments to make her passing peaceful and loving.
The vet tech cried along with me as she gave Missy a sedative that
would calm her down and take away her pain. The vet came in, I whispered, “I
love you,” and “Goodbye,” and Missy was gone.
Gone from this world, perhaps, but not gone from my heart. Grief
is weighing me down and all I want to do is cry and sleep and dream of a place
and time she is still with me.
Life does change in a moment. Sometimes for the good. Sometimes it
breaks your heart. Both Rowdy and Angelica experience those moments, and I hope
you’ll pick up And Cowboy Makes Three to find out how they overcome.
As for me, if it’s all right with you, I think I’m going to wipe
away my tears and go take a nap.
RIP Missy. Run and play over the Rainbow Bridge.
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